From: "E***** M*****" 
To: <>
Subject: God
Date: Mon, 22 Jul 2002 11:14:21 -0400

I saw your website and I found it somewhat amusing.  "IF" you "REALLY" do
not believe there is a supreme being called God,
why would you want to waste your time and effort trying to convince the rest
of the world that He does not exist.  The truth is that
you are a fraud.  I studied Communism for years.  The Communist teachers in
Russia began every day by telling their students,
"Remember children, there is no god."  They were frauds too.  Why would you
find it necessary to instruct your children that there
is no God if you REALLY believed there is no God?  I don't believe in
leprechauns.  I "REALLY" don't believe in leprechauns.
Therefore, I feel no need to try to convince anyone else that leprechauns
don't exist.  The truth is that God has put it in every man
and woman's heart to KNOW that He does exist.  I have no idea why you feel
the need to pretend that you don't know He exists.
That's between you and God.  The fact that you refuse to acknowledge His
existence does not change the fact that He does exist.
If you had any idea of how wonderful He is; if you had any idea of what you
are missing by not knowing Him, you would crawl over
broken glass with bloodied knees or walk through fire to get to Him.  He is
more wonderful than anything you can possibly imagine.
I value my relationship with Him above anything or anyone.  He is my best
friend, my helper, my confidant, my protector, my
provider, my healer and everything else I need.  He is more wonderful than I
could ever put in words.  I'm sorry that you don't know
Him.  He loves you in spite of your rebellion towards Him.  He loved me too,
when I was a rebel towards Him.  There was a time in
my life when I thought God was the equivalent of a little boy that pulls the
wings off houseflies.  I thought He was a cosmic tyrant,
and I wanted nothing to do with Him.  Fortunately for me, He continued to
love me in spite of my ignorance and my rebellion.
Because of His unending love for me, Jesus Christ continued to draw me to
Him, and I was finally able to see the truth.  Before I
came to a personal relationship with the living God, I felt like I had a
giant hole in the center of my being.  Once Christ came in, He
filled that hole.  I have never once regretted the decision to turn over the
reins of my life to Christ.  He loves me more than anyone
ever has or ever will.  Jeremiah 29:11 says it best:  "I know the plans I
have for you says the Lord; Plans to prosper you and not
to harm you; plans to give you hope and a future."  God has great plans for
you.  He has plans to prosper you and not to harm
you.  He has plans to give you hope and a future.  He votes "Yes" to help
you and bless you.  Satan votes "no".  Satan would
like to destroy you.  You have to cast the deciding vote.  Whichever way you
vote, so goes your life.  Right now you are voting with
Satan, and He will take great pleasure in destroying you if you allow him
to.   God wants to bless you and give you a wonderful life.
The ball is in your court.  What will you do?