If you have not converted to yet Christianity and you will, say this
prayer and I guarentee you will feel the difference whether or not you believe
it now. Just say this prayer : "Dear God, I am a sinner. Please forgive me for
the wrong I have been and the wrong I have done. I truely want to be saved. I
believe that Jesus is the Son of God. I believe that he died for me. I
believe that he arose from the dead. I give my life to him. I now accept
Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior. I thank you for saving my soul. Amen."
Let me just ask you. Do you have anything at all to loose by trying it?
Will it hurt you to try it? Just try and see what happens regardless
of your current beliefs. He is a merciful God and holds no grudges of those who
come to believe and accept him. He is not as humans are. Just try