God is real, no matter what, I don't believe just because Of what my
ancestors say, I believe because God showed me, he has performed
miracle
after miracle in my life. He has been the ultimate comfort to me and
I
would be dead before birth if not for God's infinite mercies. And
I'll
tell you another thing, if you had a relationship with Jesus if you
talked to him everyday like he was your best friend, which he is if
you
will let him be. He will not only save you form hell but become
your
best friend, some one to rely on no matter what. You keep pushing him
away, but he is who you should really look to, he's who your heart is
longing for If you get a chance Pick up the book "Evidence Demands
a
Verdict" by John A Mc Dowell he was an atheist when he started to
write
this book. Always remember that God loves you.