Sir,

I am not a man of eloquent speach.  Should i try, i would be unable to

relate for you a response worthy of your apparent knowledge.  My only

suggestion would be to consider the many works of the late C.S. Lewis.  You

call yourself the "athiest messiah" (something of an oxymoron if i may give

my opinion).  If you are unfamiliar with Lewis he would understand your

athiest arguments. For many years he held positoins at Cambridge and Oxford

as a professor of literature as a stout athiest.  Nowadays, you will find

his writings in any Christian bookstore, and most likely, in many "less

threatening" environments such as Chapters or Indigo.  Lewis' books have

been recommended to me many times.  I do the same for you.