I am not a man of eloquent speach. Should i try, i would be unable
relate for you a response worthy of your apparent knowledge. My
suggestion would be to consider the many works of the late C.S.
call yourself the "athiest messiah" (something of an oxymoron if i may
my opinion). If you are unfamiliar with Lewis he would understand
athiest arguments. For many years he held positoins at Cambridge and
as a professor of literature as a stout athiest. Nowadays, you will
his writings in any Christian bookstore, and most likely, in many
threatening" environments such as Chapters or Indigo. Lewis' books
been recommended to me many times. I do the same for you.