I'm sorry to hear that you feel this way.  I was appalled to see your

philosophy and views when I accidentally stumbled onto your page.  I don't

believe that you would choose a life a meaningless wandering and bitter

hatred to people rather thatn one of everlasting life and love; love that

can only come from God and that He said should be brought to all that He

created.  I believe that all people have been created equal by God and that

we are all beautiful in his sight.  Are you trying to love?