I want to inform you that I am actually not surronded by my fellow christian, in fact most of my friends do not share the same beliefs as me. My opinion is truly based on my own thoughts and feelings. I am not the type of person that goes along with just anything that other people think, I have a mind of my own. I understand how you probably thought that I was one of those dumb christians that only believes it because my family and friends do, because a lot of the time that is the case. There have been many times where I question what the Bible says and think "is there really a God, is what he says really true?" and I will admit I doubted a lot of it, too. But I prayed that God reveal himself to me and HE HAS. Through experiences I've had, I can really feel God's presence, like miracles have happened ( meaning things that are next to impossible). You could tell me that everything I believe is wrong, but you know in this day and age everything is so scewed up-I mean anything and everything is "