Well you sure are prolific. The good news is what you think does not matter. You are free to think anything.
The bad news is that when you start with the wrong premise you always get to the wrong conclusion.
So, there you have it. You can debate about God until you die. The reality you experience then will be interesting.
Atheists are like liberal's. Full of doom and gloom. They are never happy. How can they be? a pitiful existence in my observation.
Have a wonderful Christmas!
There is freedom from this bondage though. Through Jesus Christ the Way, the Truth and the life.