I think all people need to believe in something.  For you it may be the

need to believe that there is no God - and that is why God has not

protected and comforted you in your times of need.  For me, I have to

believe that there is a God, and that there is a plan for me and a

reason for all that happens. 

I do not believe in organized religions, nor do I live by the "word" of

the bible, but I do feel that there is something, somewhere helping me