Hi Darwin
I've looked at some of the responses and they are worthy of
thought. However as one response stated Christianity is not about church,
ministers, faith statements, good or bad deeds, etc., but rather about a
personal relationship with Jesus.
Jesus promises in both the Old Testament and the New
that whoever seriously seeks Him, will find Him. I can vouch for that
statement.
If you discovered a map for a large treasure, would you throw
the map away because you saw no one else looking for the treasure or would you
research the find yourself? Take Jesus for His Word. Make a serious
efford to find Him by asking Him to show Himself to you. Do this
quietly by yourself. God works within the spirit and you will feel
His presence if you seriously try. What have you got to loose? Only
you will know. Once you do find Him you will understand the true meaning
of the Gospel.
I pray you will make the effort. God bless
you.
Charles Colson, former president Richard Nixon's chief
aid, had reached the pinnacle of his life, then lost it in Watergate,
spent time in prison and now writes and speaks across the US and in many
federal prisons. He has written a book called 'How now shall we
live'. Read it. You may find it extremely interesting.