Interesting read........., clearly you are frustrated with the
understanding and explanations" of God, and His world. However, out
million topics that you could chose to write and comment
you've chosen this as one of them, or maybe the only one!
This indicates to me that "something" is churning inside..........,
you've done exactly what you should do......., vent it out, and let us
how you feel that Christianity today is giving you the "song and
The last 65 years of the presentation of the Gospel...., has in fact,
probably as you put it, knocked God off the wall. We have done a
job (actually an incredibly great job at screwing it up) in
"God". The only intent of the maker and provider of your every
for him to be glorified, in everyway., shape and form.
We, since the days of conquering NorthAmercia, and killing all whom did
want to be "saved" (figure that!), have gotten quite distracted by
event, "the life and story of Christ". Not wanting to diminish this
incredible event, it was "one" event. Again, going back to/for the
reason " To Glorify God ".
Not believing in the God of creation, only leaves you with "Darwin's"
theories.........., which by my calculation, takes about 27 times more
than what I need to believe in God, and what lies ahead for the ones
believe, VS the ones who don't. So, if it's God your bucking, your a
gambling man that has the much larger cohunas than I !!!
In summary, now that you've flushed out your thoughts, odds are very much
your favour, that the road your pursuing, will lead you to the truth,