David,

I'm really sorry you feel this way. I took the time to

read your thoughts. All I ask is that you read mine.

It's obvious that I do not agree with your opinion on

religion. But does that really matter?? Of course

not...when it's all said and done and you're standing

in front of God on the day of judgement...that's when

it is going to matter. Use the brain that God gave

you, think for a minute, what if there is the offset

chance that a higher being (I'll suggest, God) created

this world. Now we know that Jesus walked the earth,

there are loads of documents proving his existence.

Let's just suppose that God sent Jesus into the world

so that he can make his (God's) love known to us in a

way that we could undertstand, through Jesus. What

exactly did Jesus do when on earth...let's see, he

loved people. You cannot tell me that love is

something we can live without or something that we can

get enough of in todays society. He went to the

unloveable...imagine some of your enemies or people

you've been in contact with that are not loveable.

Everyone has a desire to be accepted (you're no

exception) Jesus made certain that everyone would feel

this way and he asks us to do the same with the people

around them. Because he loved people and proclaimed

that God was his father, he was put to death. We're

not talking a simple shot from a 9mm. He suffered

humiliation, backstabbing from people who were

praising him for all the miracles he performed, and of

course physical torture. And he did this willingly?

Why? He knew that when he came into the earth, all of

this was going to transpire. I'll tell you, he did

this so as to conquer death and sin so that we (his

children) could receive his mercy and salvation. What

if it's possible that Jesus undergone all of this for

us? This means that he did it for me a believer and

for you an atheist. What's more? He was aware that you

were going to be an atheist but he did it for you

nonetheless. Is that so bad...being loved? While he

was on the earth, he told us how we are to live and

how we are treat one another. In any of his lessons of

treating one another, would any of them be a negative

thing for society? God knew that by giving us a free

will, we would certainly get ourselves into trouble.

There has to be some order otherwise we would go

around killing one another. what I'm trying to say

here is that religion is important and the morals and

values that can be found within religion are not

negative...you would have to agree that if everyone

shared these morals and values, the world would be a

better place to live in! Now where was I...oh yes, so

you're faced with God on the throne and he's recalling

what you did on earth to see if you're worthy of

eternal life in heaven. Again I ask you, what if it's

possible that Christianity is a reality and that you

are going to have to pay for your wrongs when you die?

I pray that you'll ponder what that means. Forget

about the negative stories you have heard about

Christianity and people acting as hypocrits...I agree

those examples can be found. But that doesn't mean

that God doesn't exist or that Jesus didn't come into

this world to release the sinners. Don't you get it?

Imagine while you're lying in bed tonight and Jesus

comes down and reveals himself to you, you're not

going to be as strong as you were when you're bad

mouthing Christianity, what is little old David going

to do agaist the all mighty creator?

Please don't misunderstand what I'm trying to say. I'm

not trying to use Hell as a threat to you. I'm just

trying to get you to open your eyes for a second to

play with the idea that it actually may be true. I

realize it's true, it's only time until you do, I hope

you realize before you're on your death bed. This is

important for you to hear as well, God has mercy for

you and will forgive you of whatever wrong doing you

have done. Don't sit back thinking you're not worthy

of receiving his mercy and forgiveness. First off,

you're not, neither is anyone else, BUT he's going to

grant it to those who ask for it and who truly are

sorry for their sins. Jesus has already paid the price

for your salvation, just take it.

Your question for me is why do I believe, did someone

force it upon me? It's not like that at all. I know

you're feeling a void in your life or your heart (be

honest with yourself, this is your life we're talking

about) Sometimes your material goods and friends or

job or whatever are not giving you the fulfillment you

desire. Sex sure as heck isn't either. Have you ever

asked yourself why that is? I love cars as most guys

do. I could go out and buy my dream car, the NSX

Acura. I can guarantee that after I've had it for a

while, I'm going to realize that someone else has a

nicer car them me or that I want something faster. And

I'm sure there will be days when going for a drive in

my car won't make me feel better about the terrible

day I had (fired, fight with friend, death in family)

material goods are not going to fill that void.

One thing I pray for you to do is to ask God to prove

himself to you. You're a smart guy and you're willing

to admit you're wrong if someone can prove it..right?

Ask God to prove himself to you. When you're lying in

bed tonight, look out your window and say, "I have

been wrong before, if there is a God out there, prove

yourself to me. I am open to accepting that you desire

me to be more righteous. I am willing to be 100% open

to stepping out, being a fool at this moment and

asking God to prove himself to me. If that happens, I

will change."

That's all. Wait and realize that there is something

missing. The fact that I spent this much time from

work to plead with you means that I have discovered a

reason for living and who I'm living for.

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